“Here lies an atheist
All dressed up
And no place to go”
“Circumstances led me to this end”
“Once I wasn’t
then I was
now I ain’t a again”
I did super well on my final this morning. I believe I was actually over prepared for once.
I am at a point to where I am satisfied with my painting for critique tomorrow.
I at breakfast at 12 at the late knight breakfast on campus.
All of my ceramic mugs turned out beautifully! I couldn’t have asked for better results
On my way home I was driving really slowly because I had all of my mugs in a box sitting in the passenger seat of my car. I turned off of an over pass onto a long stretch of road that leads to my house. I saw a bunch of deer wondering around eating grass in a church yard to the left. I slowed down to a complete stop and the whole family decided to gallop in front of my car to the other side of the street. I believe there were two babies. There were 5 in total.
It was one of the best things I’ve ever seen.


I loveee these I wish I could test this hair style out without making a commitment to it ha
Around the end of each year I reflect on what has happened and I guess the life lessons or things I’ve learned. Here are some things I have learned & a guide to myself:
I can do shots all night & I can drink Malibu Rum like it’s nobody’s business. But just because I can does not mean I should.
Depression can be a bitch. But it will pass, make yourself happy and everything else will fall into place. Wallowing in self-pity is worthless, it just makes you feel worse.
Don’t put off your school work for personal reasons or because you aren’t in the right mind set. Push through and get the assignments done, you’ll thank yourself later.
Follow your gut feeling, if you feel like something is going to go badly it probably is.
People will try to take advantage of you if you let them. Sometimes even relatives. They might even give you back-handed comments about your artistic talent. Just brush it off, you know your strengths & you’re worth.
Friendship continues to be the best thing in the world. The good ones are there for you when you are down and help pick you back up. I appreciate all of them =]
After my death & dying class I can honestly say I don’t fear death anymore. I only fear that I will not be remembered. To try and solve this make great memories with people so they are forced to remember me.
It can take me a little while to expose my really hyper ridiculous self to people. I want to take steps to change this. I’m more contained around large groups of people.
Some education advisors don’t know anything. They might have messed up your changes of graduating in 4 years, but an extra semester will not kill me. I will be more prepared to student teach and a little bit more mature by then.
The peace corps is not a bad idea at all. I’ve always wanted to help people and this seems like a great opportunity, if I don’t give it a chance I think I’ll really regret it later down the road.
Stop being late to work all the time. At any other job they’d be pissed right now. Don’t get into the habit of slacking it’ll come back to bite you in the ass. Also calling into work doesn’t help you make more money & on top of it you feel a little guilty about ditching work in the first place. Just go in there do whatcha gotta do & clock out.
That’s all for now.
coffee whore =]
why yes yes i am
I can’t seem to get the song I feel like making love by bad company out of my head.
I don’t know if it’s a bad thing or a good thing. I just felt really awkward singing it in my head all day though.